thankful

and not for nothing,
but you should love all these little parts of you.
these insecure, confused pieces that build you up to be the person you are.

and you should be thankful when they surface,
because when they do,
they give you something to look at
and tell you something about yourself
that maybe you never knew existed.

quite some time

your voice,
it's the sweetest sound i never hear.
even after months
of silence
my ears bleed
when you call.